running away at the worst time possible

My christmas cactus from IKEA that I bought right when I moved to Oakland. It was blooming right when I decided to leave.
In July 2020 I was very unhappy with my current living situation. I had been living in a small apartment in Oakland by myself for the past 5 years. Loneliness, isolation, and depression were a constant in my life that the COVID lockdowns had exacerbated.